"I never ask anyone to understand me"
I never ever ever ask anyone to understand me, I know its hard. If some of you may not knowing me, yes you'll think that I'm just another girl who loves to write shit about myself well you can just keep judging me, I don't care. People don't know how I feel, how I have to face it by myself. Me? Oh yes, still hoping for something that I know it won't be mine. I wish I can tell someone how I really feel. hmm but I have no one right now, It just ... no its not like I'm not trusting you, maybe I just need time to be alone. I just need time to face it alone. I just need time to learn from my mistake alone. I just have to do it all alone. Because? Why would I bother other people with my problems? yes, problemsss. I know you have your own problems even if you never tell me but I still can see that you're trying to hiding something from me, yeah I know I'm like not-so-important to you. Its okay I can handle it! But ... why would you care so much about me? Its like I have to tell you everything about my life, my family , my friends and the most popular question you're always ask me WHO IS HE TO YOU? DO YOU LIKE HIM? ARE YOU TOGETHER OR WHAT? you ask this like a zillion of time, I'm tired. Can I just be friend with anyone that I like? or I have to get permission from you? No right? Ugh please everybody are too busy with their thing and leaving me all alone. And now, I finally meet someone who want to hear stupid my stories. Who I can talk whatever that I wanna say. It just sad how people only see my mistake. And right now, I really miss how we're soo close back then. How we can talk about nothing but still laughing, How I suddenly cry and you'r say something stupid just to makes me laugh again. How I wish I can go back to that time and stop that moment for a lil while. Hmm I miss the old days, I miss everyone. Haih ...
xoxo
Your Princess
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