You'r just nothing

Have you ever feel like you'r just nothing to everyone?
Have you ever feel like you'r just have no one to talk about how shitty your day was?
Have you ever feel like wanna run away from eveything? and everyone? have you?

Have you ever feel like you'r just a useless person? oh wait

yes, i do.

Well sometimes

I just want everyone that used to be in my life just... just stay. I wont ask more,

I want them to be with me
I want them to calm me down
I want them to hear everything that I wanted to say
I want them to cry with me
I just want them to be my pillow

is that too much?

where are you when I needed you the most? yes you, the one who always said that you'll never leave me no matter what. And now? If you really really really really cant stay in my life forever then i guess you better dont have to come hurgh i cant even focusing on my studies its just too much. I miss everything, every single little things.

"cause you just wanna be seen, cause you just wanna be loved"

xoxo
Your Princess